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2010-04-26T08:18:00.000-07:00

Heh, I don't even update anymore.

Blogs are out of date now, who needs it when there's FB? :)

Whoever comes here from now on,

just know that whatever is left here is just left for me to look back and remember what I have done; the sweet memories I left behind and also the past which I will never bring myself ever to forget. Sweet 14 years of age. The innocent days of playing and playing, running to the court, running away from Geof, chionging down just to play piano, crying over silly things, fighting for ficitonal characters, looking at girls and hoping they'd look back, first shot at relationships, one crush after another, studying real hard for good results, rebellious feelings, sexism and racism etc.

Memories that can never be forgotten even after the hardest try. We change, but our memories will never change.

Anyway, as an ending note,

I would like to thank everyone who made my life in year 1 and 2 in DHS so wonderful. My class, 1G and 2G and also the very special one who I devoted my life in Year 2 too.

In fact, I never removed this blog nor closed it because I always held on to the hope that there was something more, something I can still pursue. However, this belongs to Timothy of 2008 and will never come to me again. I am finally letting go.

Memories flood back into me now, and that is the feeling I have desired for a long time.

I will keep this here, for as long as it can last.

Goodbye, yesterday; welcome tomorrow.

2009-12-31T07:12:00.001-08:00

Woo happy new year all the dead ghosts reading my blog
Love to all the fags and korean dudes and cute guys and girls
And Kobe and Robert Pattinson and Kaka and Lionel Messi and U-Kiss and 2PM and PJB and YPM and Mousehunt and DHS and Pasir Ris and Singapore and Asia and Earth and Universe and..

HAPPY NEW YEARR WOOO
actually theres nothing really great about stepping into 2010 :/

i wonder if she knows i read her blog almost everytime she posts

2009-12-26T19:12:00.000-08:00

Woooooo went Clement's church (Hakka Methodists')

Traditional but very calming and nice.

Of course nothing can get better than having gay fags like Zong Long, Hong Yi, Pres Siang and Zhang Yang by your side as well

I think ZongLong and Lester should start their own failblog

sure hilarious

2009-12-24T07:50:00.000-08:00

Woah today went for Y-Hope's christmas party.

Super hilarious, laughed the whole day.

Drama, Lester, Chuan Hui's stupid lame taiwan games etc.

Christmasty mood is hilarious

2009-12-21T07:41:00.000-08:00

Eh I'm finally talking to Sarah again.

As a friend.

The feeling is really really really good.

2009-11-28T07:07:00.000-08:00

I think that as the days go by, the depression we feel starts to turn into a smile,

one that promises a better tomorrow,

one that ensures their existence,

one that brings you motivation to push on until you see them again

Wouldn't they be happy to know that we are living our lives as per normal again,

just that we now know in our hearts that there are people over the coast who know us, think about us and care for us.

We must reciprocate such feelings.

2009-11-25T07:23:00.000-08:00

I'm back from thailand. I still can't believe it.

In a blink of an eye, 11 days which I thought were to be everlasting, passed.

Standard camp

STEP Programme

I think STEP Programme made the most out of me.

It's been almost 11 hours seen I have last seen my buddies and Thai friends. The hours are killing me.

At least, I am assured of their presence through MSN. Technology that brings us closer. Yet, the time we spent so closely together is still etched so deep in my mind that it hurts. Some moments I do wish that I had not gone for STEP, such that this pain will not have existed. I miss them very badly.

The comfort is that I will get to see them in March. It is a long time for us, I am sure. We will wait.

Sounds ridiculous and stupid but I'm dying to see your face again

2009-10-31T20:26:00.000-07:00

I love staying in school till 7, eating with friends till 9, playing com until 12 and reading until 2.
I can do this everyday, but the only price I have to pay is that my life is likely to be shortened by 30 years if I continue indulging in such a way

2009-10-29T03:15:00.000-07:00

Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you have won.

2009-10-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

God, help me tonight. I worked so hard for everything and now when I get it all, I just don't want them anymore.

And I am going to 1v1 wc and geof tonight as well :)

2009-10-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

Continue running, because I like running after you

2009-10-21T05:02:00.000-07:00

eoys over liao

now can play like siaoz

break into kallang stadium

play ball

play com games

AND AFTER A FEW WEEKS OF FUN HAVE TO START MUGGING FOR YEAR 4 AGAIN.

LIFE IS SAD.

2009-10-17T05:17:00.000-07:00

I love my friends. :)
Went to play at bishan today then at my house to study.
Was rather unproductive (roflmao), but was fun.
In fact, everytime we go out and do things together as friends, nothing seems forgettable.

I know my friends never bloghop and come here. I guess it would be better if they hadn't seen this.
But I must say that I only live through the worse parts of my life because these junkos are at my side while everything seems to be collapsing on my shoulders.
It is always heartwarming to see a bunch of guys out there ready to help as you loose your balance and fall. (Fabian hurt his scalp today FTW it bleeded like shit)

Thanks 3K guys, my life would never have been the same without your existence.

2009-10-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

What am i doing here?

I am wasting 5 minutes of my time so that at 8.00pm i can call hong yi and leech some maths answers from him.

I kind of miss my old class

Blogger not found, blogger not found, blogger not found D:

2009-10-13T00:21:00.000-07:00

Walao eh. Mugging getting damn sian liao. 8 more days...

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere.

2009-10-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

4 more days to hell
13 more days to happydays :)

I just hope that at this rate we won't all turn mad and start killing each other. I wanna kill clement.

2009-09-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

Woah very long hiatus sia. Now I'm back to announce that I'm going on another hiatus for eoys mugging :)

today went for study group meeting at bishan

ended up parkour and playing ball, didnt do much except for 15 pages of Macbeth

(Yu siang, hong yi, fabby and long ge)

goodbye :)

gd luck all for eoys

see you in october

2009-08-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

One week at home sucks big time...

When all who have had to stay at home for a period of time due to fever, let's all go to school on Friday/ Next Monday to take our revenge on Geoffrey, the one who likely caused all our suffering and anxiety.

2009-07-27T05:39:00.001-07:00

Zai sia

Mugging spree

IDC tmr must play at least 1 hour of ball (leisure)

2009-07-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

This world is so full of jokes and zai dogs.

They're so overwhelming that I think I'm starting to turn into one myself.

I just bought new specs and I'm entitled to wear it only during lessons, so i am going to pleasure myself by not wearing it outside of that area.

Realised I didn't sign in msn or blog for very long alr.

Not because of 'hiatus'(wtf is this its not even a proper english word or abbreviation)

or emo or whatever shit you can call it.

I leave a full, gay and entertaining life.

Have been immersing myself in friends, ball, work and play for the past few weeks (or even months) so if i go off again i guess i did it for the same reason.

I've stopped talking to ydsp people, but still hope to keep contact with them tho.

Anyway,

I love yulong's dota vids. Very fun.

Please post more.

If you're like me and you like bloghopping and seeing the utterly astonishing and entertaining lives of people (who are likely faking all the shit they type in their blogs) i hope you enjoy the same things i enjoy, and the same feeling i get as what i've said above.

Have fun,

Live a good life, a full one

And live without the birds, the bees, the mountains, the holes, the moans and the groans and the penetrations

Save them for later when you can actually get pleasure without going to the auntie and asking for a $3 rubber band.

2009-06-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

Lol tyreke evans chosen over rubio... joke sia, must be because rubio too thin alr zzz

MJ died, I mean it.

Not Michael Jordan the ownage pro la

It's Michael Jackson the you-know-who

His song 'thriller' quite nice though.

Lips for biting :p

2009-06-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

Was seeing all those draft pick prospects online :)

according to draftexpress.com.

the top 5 draft picks is likely to be

1. Blake Griffin

2. James Harden

3. Hasheem Thabeet

4. Ricky Rubio

5. Jordan Hill

All damn pro sia... -.-

But lets hope that they can pull their stuff off

Cos they're going to face holyshits like Lebron (eff +30.7 wtf) Kobe (+27.something) and Dwight (+28.something) Celtics Big 3 and wade and all the other gl kias who make NBA such a wonderful platform of sports to watch.

Jia you

2009-06-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

Lol suddenly down with fever and bodyache

but guess what

i'm still going for idmi, still playing ball with geof, still going to dota, still going to mug, still going to eat, still going to sleep and about an infinite other things i will do no matter my handicap

Damn sian

nothing to post about anyway

maybe tomorrow i'll get something more to say.

im too tired to reply tags...so sorry

2009-06-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Who dares to make fun of my Derek Fisher now? :)

He quite hot today la anyway.

But kobe got Player of the Game again.

Now its 3-1. Orlando GG.

The trip was fun sia

That had a bball court on the top deck (13th storey) and also an Arcade (the places which are no-life kids' casinos which don't give u rewards for wasting ur money)

They had some fun shows la (some R ones also so shall not elaborate)

Boring la these few days,

And I realised YDSP people are very nice, very contactable, very high, very fun, very engaging, very resourceful, very LOVING and quite amazing. :)

I think i going back to DotA for the time-being.

2009-06-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

Going off on a cruise :)
Wed to Fri :)
Coming bk str8 for idmi :)
Removed prev post :)
Lakers win 4-0 :)

2009-06-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

'Gay it up guy'

Whats with Facebook and BattleOn.com sia

2009-06-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

Lakers won Orlando lol

WC got some bball shoe with the 'Prey' brand _l_

Someone give me some fun games la

For goodness' sake

2009-06-03T07:24:00.000-07:00

NO LEBRON IN FINALS, NO ADAM LAMBERT WINNING AMERICAN IDOL.

WOW.

THE WORLD IS MOST EXCITING.

2009-05-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

LEBRON, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?

Please be the person to lead the 9th team of the NBA to win a 4-3 semifinal in the playoffs. Please.

If not, the finals are ging to be unpredictable

And who in the world likes a NBA final witout lebron? o.o

2009-05-24T05:39:00.001-07:00

Chio

I think we all know for some reason that the NBA finals are abit predictable

and we know whos going to lead his team to win it.

And I never said it was the guy in the picture :D

2009-05-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

ALL PLEASE VISIT MYBRUTE.COM

AND PLEASE FIGHT ILOVEBBALL

just go to ilovebball.mybrute.com and fight the noob

Thank you all who go there

So sian missed class outing D:

2009-05-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

CS Concert was nice la, only Fabian nvr act only

Sian

Now Yao Ming kena hairline fracture

Rockets GG

Finals abit predictable

NBA Champions also abit predictable (just like how MVP slot was predictable)

Good luck to all NBA Teams,

Although working hard doesn't mean you can just stop lebron from serving you a facial :)

2009-05-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

i actually agree with vivan toh, im such a slacker (not like her) so i actually dont 'deserve' the 'position' as president lololol

but like what mrs hong said

everybody will face people who doubt you and have not a single good comment about you

you just have to live with it

i actually think im going quite well

anyway im going for mugging courses

just another interesting way to improve myself for the sake of myself

Fifa online is fun la but abit sian after awhile

I think me zl wc geof and ah kun(some yr 2 guy) are ownage bball team i think we can call ourselves 'Dunman Dentures' or 'Dunman Camelias'

Physics GG fail for sure but if fail i can be sure to get more comments and eyes looking at my way

zzz

life is so hard

but i dont feel bored or feel like giving up or whatever

cause in the days, months, years, decades, centuries, millenniums, billeniniums, or aeon (no plural form) to come

i am sure i will become a mugger :)))))

ty in advance to all who are willing support me thru this short time in which i cultivate (aeon nia)

oh and just in case anyone wants to know why polynomials are divisible by other polynomials or algebraic expressions...

Wikipedia is the answer... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polynomial#Divisibility

And I suddenly remembered about the biggest and smallest prefixes in the world

According to Mr Lim(as in our original Physics teacher) it starts with 'Y'

he's such a mugger

check out Wikipedia...

Yotta (10 to the power of 24) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yotta

and Yocto (10 to the power of negative 24) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yocto

Have fun, muggers

2009-05-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

i really wish to have interesting life/lives like ding youlong's one etc. then at least have more things to blog about sia

lol PLTC end alr (wow)

I think things getting abit routine huh. everyday according to Mdm Kumaran is 'eat, bathe and sleep' i think for us its 'eat bathe mug sleep' and if lucky add some ball or fifa online 2 inside

I wanna follow yusiang buy shoe bag sia; need one and feel very attracted to all shoe bags suddenly

Can anyone tell me what zonglong means by shirts having two holes at special places? o.o

2009-04-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

today got scouts from 830-7 plus man... zzz

PLTC briefing

I really wonder why some people are actually counting down to PLTC... -.-

I wonder if I should start feeling nervous or scared for it

I love my juniors (Mao Yu and Liu Chao) they are the best

Really :)))

After scouts wanted to play ball but no ball, so we decided to eat macs

Me and wc decided to pang seh geof for mcspicy

Then guess who we saw at Macs...

Who else but the ultra-cool guy

HZ (woahhhhhh zai kiaaaaaaa o.oooooooooooooo)

and of course many other cool guys also followed through

Damn bored now,

cant even meet the 3k babes for project alr

Need meet up to chiong pltc

Sian and lakers lost to Jazz. Wow. Kobe 1-for-10 in first half. Wow.

Finals matchup Lakers-Cavaliers anyone wanna counterbet?

Walao and If only my patrol had a different number...

Now im emoing alr

Weichia should understand

He's emoing too

2009-04-18T22:44:00.000-07:00

Getting abit bored of everything.

Everyday its just

Mug, Eat, Ball, Eat, Sleep

If theres school it'll be School, Eat, Ball, Eat, Mug, Sleep

So now I'm enrolling myself in courses :)))))

Crimezero, Chem poster, Physics Competition, alot of other stuffs also.

I feel abit sian la.

As in i want to go places with my CCA, so far we went for CIP at Whompoa,

Next big thing should be June trip at Vietnam

Actually look forward to lvl camp, sleeping with the 3k babes

I am definitely going to find a day to sneak into 3I room, WC, sitong and geof's beds. Promise.

HSK was abit (easy).

What I really liked about it is that I knew I could eat Mac after that

And of course the balltime

Ball from 2-6 (4 hours sheer pleasure)

Played soccer with the soccer babes

And B.ball with who else lol

Anyway to all the choir people who I know

Cheer up

Join choir in yr5 and then you'll get to own syf back

2009-04-14T07:28:00.001-07:00

ok la, i admit to JZ

this is my blog

but i going neutral liao

Not going to support any political party

Today played at kembangan

For awhile nia

Play half way wc's ball kena struck by the most of zai of thumbtacks, the thumbtack

Then his ball got deflated -.-

So we had to wait to play with other people.

Got this guy

Intimidating like mad.

I not bragging, but he srsly go change in front of us, wear nice shoe, even did a 10 min warmup in front of us

Then me wc and geo all -.-

Later he played with us (plus his 2 other friends)

Guess the score ~

Yusiang finish chengyu already...

Wc don't need to say...

I need to start mugging already

help me VP

(and o.o wc shirt design got chosen.... stupid copy pasting guy....)

2009-04-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

151-250

Chem Prac

Bio

Geog DTM

Admin stuff

YPM stuff

Lighthouse YS stuff.

Gemma stuff.

God help me put all these into my brain. Amen.

2009-04-13T07:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry ZH, I cant really reply all ur spamming or ur fren's spamming right now, no time.

Sorry man. Another time :)

Er, main thing today is I am officically announcing my hiatus again

No more blogging for a period of time, no more tagging etc. I will still visit a few ppl's blogs though.

AND TO RICHARD:

This is to richard and richard only. All else who are not born with the name Richard Chow Sze Yeung please feel free and/or have the dignity and integrity not to read on.

I am very sorry for calling u spammer without concrete proof lol.

It should be some of BC's haters or Zhao Hong or any ZH initials guy.

So for compensation of my wrong, I am removing my previous posts in the name of Richard

And I have collected a number of 'sorry's from people on msn

I told them to spam sorrys in 10 seconds and I got quite a number.

Here is the total count so far:

Sorry - 65 (The update of this number will end by today)

All Sorry(s) will go to Richard and richard only.

2009-04-07T07:09:00.001-07:00

zai ah,

2mr sure get soloed by Zong Long, GG ._.

Bloghopping damn fun la

I go to ppls blog like those who i never talk to b4 see their connections etc

Sibei entertaining

Even better than watching ping pang yuan sia

DYT>The other PPY guy

Timo>WC + Geof + anyone else

2009-04-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

Since yiting hasnt rejected my application yet

I believe I have officially joined her group

'DHS Muggers Association'

Motto: To mug about everything and anything and to use it in every manner possible

Leader: Yiting :D

Yiting is very nice

But the thought about mugging is sth which I can't control myself from making playthings of. :)))

Sian sia SMO today.

Got 3 cute babes sitting beside me somemore

zzz

WC the hottest man act cute somemore

revolting shit

Sitong stepped up to touch and get sensual

Hongyi just kept attracting me by owning with his valid answers

Platonic la.

I can't believe I actually thought it was anything.

2009-03-26T06:24:00.000-07:00

Spinning.

That's how my life is falling and crumbling now.

I wonder if you still believe that I'm still existent.

But I know you'll never let go;

Just like I never will similarly.

Times like these make me appreciate you more.

Appreciate that although we don't see each other much,

You are there

and nothing in this world

can ever change that fact.

Homework,

Projects,

File checks,

Commitments,

Sports

I'm getting piled up. I maybe it's a fall from grace. I gotta see a new face.

I need to take a holiday

2009-03-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

from now on baojia is my idol

i am going to mug '2 hours a day without distractions, no msn no sms' -as quoted from baojia herself

Sian.

Now can only play bball on fridays and weekends, dota on weekends.

Aiya and your life in that school very hard ah.

What to do.

I also can't transfer de.

Too pro alr me - jk :)))

Don't emo alr la.

Parkoured with yusiang and hongyi in my condo a few days ago.

I want go out with my 3K guys. Jio them out or sth.

3K guys please accept this proposal tyvm

2009-03-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

I missed flagday la zzz then wc and richard go tgt
Those 2 go mac toilet and gao somemore
-.-

Ok. Its 1.40am now.
I'm going to sleep now but for the sake of making this post longer

I was watching the video of Secret Valentine on youtube by We The Kings
Firstly the bands' guailan kias the hair strands are longer than the hair strands on my mop
Secondly I think they chose the wrong girl for acting in the MV

and check out this song's lyrics
'We'll write a song that turns out the lights' - ok...
'when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside' - o.o
whole song is more and more repetitions of this nice metaphors

ZhangYang loves to dao me on his blog sia wts
I damn jealous sia

2009-03-05T05:06:00.000-08:00

Lol went home with Yu Siang, Hong Yi and ZL today.
Quite fun ma.
I brought home mr.terence tan's ball somemore.

ZL was talking about how he proposed and how he is going to wait very long for someone...
He also showed us his face
As in the sec 1 one,
Imagine him proposing with that face.
Every girl would fall for him
(plus the smile would make everything perfect)

I realised that I haven't updated.
I think I'm closing this soon.
It's really useless anyway eh?

2009-02-03T06:46:00.000-08:00

Lol.

I mean I don't even want to update now.

First it was a brush-aside, next it was an excuse, then it was the empowerment from friends, then it was something I used to express my feelings in, then it was the way i told people I needed them, then it became something i did once in awhile, then it became something i did once in a blue moon, then it became one of the last few things on my mind.

Now it is a burden; I do not know whether to keep it,

I do not know whether anybody cares if I still keep it alive,

I do not know if changing blogskin makes any difference,

I do not know if making this post will make anything better.

This is the life of my blog.

I just came up to say,

Last Thursday,

I saw you off at the airport.
It wasn't one of the best things that happened to me in my life.
No one is going to know what happened,
and I'm trying to be what I am.
Happy, vulgar, extroverted and carefree.
I'm not going to get myself stuck inside emoing again.

But when I saw that moment when you cried;
everything changed.
Don't cry.
It'll be ages before I see you again.
But still theres 'again'.

Don't cry.
I'll be here. You are far.
But there are still many ways to communicate.

Don't cry.
Don't.

2009-01-11T05:49:00.000-08:00

School has opened
I'm learning to be like brandon
Dao everybody
Even people I like alot
Like Ernest and ZhiYi
Nah.
Anyway, I'll still dao everyone.

I'm going to one v 5 (richard, ym, chuan hui, si tong and yu long) with invoker
my ownage hero
0-20++

2008-12-27T20:54:00.000-08:00

Sian.
School is going to start soon.
Have been playig alot of bball with the guys
Dota alot too.

I just hope my Japan tour people come more online la
That charissa is not replying any of my sms-es.....=.= =.= =.=
Now I know how sitong feels =.= =.= =.=

Thank you weichia for posting a leah dizon sentence on my tagb
It's very appreciated.

2008-12-23T02:30:00.000-08:00

I'm not going bloghopping again man.
I've seen so many disgusting shts in the 15 min i did it
yucks
yucks
(baby <3)
YUCKS
FKING YUCKS
Bball is so fun
yucks.

2008-12-14T03:06:00.001-08:00

Yoyoyo.
Fast update.
F.Y.I.
Sitong and ____ are back tgt and great :) so great he's daoing me for garena
AND
I am not as perverse as CurlyHairCat as to take a perverse liking to FBTs.
:))))))

2008-12-14T03:02:00.001-08:00

just a small update guyz <------------- this is it :))))))
dota time

2008-12-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

I'm back.
Details and pictures some other day.
I've got alot of bball and dota to catch up now.

2008-12-04T04:03:00.001-08:00

Hi guys!
Going off to Japan le.
Cyu in a week's time.

2008-11-27T17:06:00.000-08:00

I have updated! Yay! Wow!
I mean,
What in dora the explorer's name is life now sia
I know what the school and what the teachers want of the 3 of us
But must they go to this extent?
Are they so biased as to make it the 3 of us only?
Isn't it so obvious?
If they really want us scattered,
tell us in the face that it will be better for us.
Maybe we could take it like that.
Stop all the hinting and bird droppings all around
I won't care a mutual reproduction process about what they do anymore
Heck.

2008-11-08T02:03:00.000-08:00

Update 个屁啊 Update
You guys think I got so much time meh.
Haha, I'm joking lah. (You see, gay language significantly reduced worhxz)

Wc and I had a great 1st week of bonding and intimate sharing together in November
We met at 11am almost everyday and played bball until 5-6 + pm. Geo was there once too, so was his good friend Jonathan
Played cabal with WC as in its so nice, its so nice, its so nice it blows my mind etc.
Nba Live 08 I made myself another MJ
Youtube and NBA.com is nice
Don Moen sings christian songs nice
I think I'm nice
But I guess this hols is not really nice.
Abit boring.
Gemma's gone just like that (and I dun rlly want to talk abt it T.T)

LEAVE WELL AND COME BACK IN ONE PIECE SITONG.
Have fun 20 days in China,
Make it fruitful
And I'll be here waiting;
To tell you your class allocation.
Sayonara :D

We'll see how time progresses lo.
Richard I won't give u my password
So let this blog be dead whenever I want it to.

2008-10-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

If you just stepped into my blog, you must be asking:

Okay, I've gone to the wrong blog.

Okay, I'm seeing the wrong things.

Nope. You're at beyondthathorizon,

With a great extreme makeover.

I'm Timothy, yo.

Why this blogskin?

Cos' it's abit Sitong, Abit Gemma and lmao

It's actually not anything.

I chose this just because I liked the heading, the colors are gay and I just want people to come to my blog and laugh.

I like to talk in International game forums and didnt ever realise that my netherlands and USA friends actually visit my blog.

So before the emo posts and gemma-leaving-timothy-emoing posts come,

I'll revamp my usual weirdo posts into my reviews on stuffs, especially on gaming.

I've been spending my post-exam period on nothing but having fun and gaming and sporting.

From basketball in the gym to basketball as KG in the Celtics Arena,

From spraying water in the loo to shooting down wacky maniacs in Doom 3

I think I have something to do now.

I mean today, I'll start out with NBA Live 08, which I have on my PC.

I will review 2k9 later too :)

I don't have any personal screenshots at the moment but it's really a nice game.

This is the first time I have even played a real software-based basketball game,

unlike those 'Basketball Slam in Miniclip' or even 'Fantasy Draft in NBA'.

It is a new experience.

With a touch of a button, a random dunk or lay-up is executed, preferably decided by the stat of the player.

For example, Kobe's dunk could be a windmill, Lebron's could be a jackknife facial while Shaq's could be a 2-handed powerslam. Then Chris Paul could lay-up with near limitless strength and jason kidd's no-look and fancy lay-ups are eye-pleasers.

Then, there are also many realistic touches to the game, such as injuries, the excellent commentating, the numerous game modes and my ultimate fav: the Sprite Slam Dunk Contest.

What I must thank EA Sports for is that NBA Live 08 has this 'Signature Move' function and 'Hotspots' in the game. For Signature Moves, Kobe could pull off an almost 100% shoulder fadeaway while T-mac can do a 360 pivot over a full double/triple team. Hotspots combine EA's extensive research over players' shooting/scoring range with the gameplay to form one feature of the game which really rocks. This means that for each player, he has a distinct scoring range and area in the court which he is most and least proficient in. For instance, Centres and Power Forwards usually are better within the 3-point area whilst SFs and Guards are usually better at the perimeter.

Fouls are realistic, though I must say the Vertical Leaps and Shot block graphics can be made more lifelike. KG's shot blocks are nice though. One nice thing to note: I could pull off a Pierce top 10 play with a nice 3-point fake, draw contact and quick release jumpshot from the perimeter again to create a 4-point play.

Overall, graphics are good~

Gameplay is fresh (though I heard the non-PC based 09 is much better)

Realisim can be better

One last note:

Try to play on a weekly basis. If you get yourself familiar with the game too fast, it's going to get a biiiiit boring. Moreover, online play is very tedious and they do not have servers dedicated for it unlike on the xbox360 console which can use xboxLIVE as a server host. So, you'll have to use IP which may not work all the time and may have some problems.

My vote: Good :)

I'll check out nba 2k9 first before I make any comparisons.

See you guys tomorrow.

2008-10-20T06:31:00.001-07:00

Hey there,
What do you do when you emo? When you fail? When you get ditched (roflmao)?
1) Indulge in the Virtual World (Game addiction)
2) Indulge in Sports
3) Indulge in Food
4) Indulge in your own imagination and fantasy (Pan's Labyrinth)
5) Indulge in Love (There are many types)
6) Indulge in peace and tranquility
7) Indulge in vacation
8) Indulge in MSN
9) Indulge in Drama serials
10) Indulge in anything other than I said over here

Well, if you chose 1, you are a gamer; 2, you are a sportsperson; 3, you need a workout - seriously; 4, you should not let yourself go crazy for nothing; 5, I advice you that this is not the best way out; 6, you are a solo kia; 7, you must be an aspiring globetrotter; 8, welcome to the world of communication and group convos; 9, you're wasting too much electricity; 10, I seriously don't know what in the world you are and what you can do.

I'm a mix of a few.
Well, I won't bother to tell you.
Few days left to streaming.
EOY results still okay.
Have fun, guys.
Although I don't think these few days will bring much of a promise or much hope. D:

2008-10-16T00:14:00.000-07:00

Grow up.
This is the world of reality. No one wins no everything, no one loses nothing.
We are all (...) up.
I mean, I bet there was some match-fixing but I really don't care anymore.
It's all part of our effort to make things better for the last time.
I hope everyone knows that.
I know that everyone knows that.

Another day has come and gone away.
It's a few more weeks before Gemma disbands.
I can't possibly say that I'll fag everyone who says 'Finally' or 'At last' or even 'have a physical retreat from your urban life' or anything else but I can't possibly deny that there will always be people like that, and they do bond; but nothing really changes their heart for a fact.
I will miss gemma.
And I really dunno when I'll find the time to type a long post about it.

Interclass was okay la.
Started off really well.
I BET THERE WAS MATCH-FIXING.
Met 2B in q-finals.
Guess the score.

Work harder nest year man.

Went to cc to play bball.
Something happened.
But I still think we're all friends cos guys don't cry over such things
And guys don't hold grudges over such clauses.
We're still going to play bball.
That one thing that won't change.
Went to eat Mac with the guys at Tiong.
Hang out for 15 min then go home. -.-

Wc is sleeping now
Sitong is in dota
Fabian tutoring his brother or sth
Geo is dunno wItFUw.

I mean, 2 years have passed with gemma.
I'm now better in relationships.
I have lost approx. 20kg and for height I dun wanna say.
I never knew I could talk to ppl on msn for more than 5 hrs.
I never knew I could communicate well with so many people.
Yet, till now;
I still can't say some things to people in Gemma
I still don't dare to look into the eyes (for more than 5 seconds) of some ppl in Gemma
I haven't bought a b'day present for anyone in Gemma.
Wasted times and days past just like that.
And you really wonder,
if that 5 seconds, that wish, that held back words,
Could have made everything change.

2008-10-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

HOW IS THIS. FOR THE COOLEST MOMENT IN THE 2008 DUNK CONTEST.
This is not photoshop.
This is a 211 cm NBA player who has a 101.6 cm Vertical Jump and weighs 120.2kg
DWIGHT HOWARD
He can practically fly like Superman
Go to youtube and see him dunk.
Satisfaction guaranteed.
Finish watching you should go mug.
If not get addicted and never study don't blame me (horhz - this is for wc).

2008-10-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

LA IS OVER!
I smile to my friends and they smile back. :)

Thanks for all the birthday wishes.

Today other than LA nothing much happened,
only in MRT I got 2 classic photos
And Ernest got something scandalous
WC likes my earphones alot but still wants to curse it
Dillon and Ernest play Soldier front lol
Maths vid is screwed
Fabian is a genius who doesnt need to mug
etc etc
Hm... I wonder what the days ahead will bring?

Sitong;
Sometimes things get to obvious loh. Deny also hard for us to comprehend

2008-09-29T05:25:00.000-07:00

Guess what,
I'm back and I'm only going to spend 5 mintues here on my blog for fun.
I flopped my chem test,
No I'm not going to fail my chinese but sure, I will not get an A+

Yes, I just started mugging.
Period.
Had so much time, wasted it.
I give up.
If I flop my EOY,
Peeps like WC, Sitong (Daniel maybe) and Geo, please dun give me a sinister smile or laugh etc
The most I join Richard nia
This post is not a joke.
I am not joking.
):

2008-09-22T01:50:00.000-07:00

wth la, u implying dat my bball very noob?
lol
eoys mugging
so shuang
i just started nia.
im gonna flop this eoy.
cant wait for post-epy can go play bball like siao
with alot of fags

2008-09-14T07:16:00.001-07:00

Life sucks.
Screwed shit.

EVERYTHING IS SCREWED.
SHOULD I GO ON HIATUS (OR WHATEVER)?

Grades screwed.
Life screwed.
My cousin's going to USA in 1 weeks time.
He's my bestie (or whatever you call it la)
AND HE'S GOING EVEN BEFORE I CAN GO HOLIDAY WITH HIM.
We promised to go hols together.
And now he's going overseas without me, and this overseas trip is forever.

I've lost everything I took for granted,
Everything I thought will go well and by nature's course.

I'm learning the ways of this world.
And it sucks.

Talk about playing basketball and piano.
One day, I can bet,
They will be taken away from me,
Just like every other important thing was taken away.

2008-09-10T08:16:00.001-07:00

Internet damn screwed.
Update tomorrow, I guess.

2008-09-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

'They come and they go,
But one day we must all learn to let go'
-The Super Wise IQ 1000000000 Timothy (nah im jk, its by me can liao)

I just found out lol, that guys feel worse.
Im not jk. I also duno why
Maybe we're all just gays stuck in guy shells
Aand the real guys are the girls.
Trust me.
Guys endure the most pain.

'when you really love someone, you're able to let that person go, even if it means that you won't be a part of it, even if it means one will find his or her own happiness, and even if you can't have her heart.'
-Philosopher Aloha, you're the song in my heart, Singaporean

America's got Talent is nice to watch on youtube. I like Nuttin' But Strings :D

2008-09-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hmmm....
Sometimes I really wonder what I blog for,
My reason etc. etc.
I want to talk on msn
But damn sian so can't really bring my lazy self to login; hais once in a while can la.

Lol. Today she officially be last day me, wc and geo can play a proper bball game after sch until eoys end
And to think that we'll be separated next year.
Feeling sucks D:
Geoffrey
Gemma
My best friends gay or not gay
Hais

Hm, wc said my blog was gay and agua and etc etc
So. I'll post a song to make it meet his standards :o

"Fall For You"
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

There's a Secondhand Serenade fever
Even in Gemma.
Live on it.

105th Post!!!

2008-09-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

Written on the back of some kia's shirt: 'I am ownage'

Lol. I am ownage. So long nvr update le.
Basil and Syl also freq come my blog. Not bad.
Den oso got so many ppl spam with 'update leh' 'update pls' 'cheer up and update' 'update :) xD' 'update lehs' Hais. Life is so nice right now. Update oso not say have much importance. What I really want to say comes out from my mouth, not from my fingers lol. I've learnt to do that already. What for fake with your fingers when your actions can't cover it up? :o

August 29- September 01 Scouts STC(Standard Camp, forgot T stands for what)
Camps can be chor but they are fun lor.
First day some 20km non stop hike was fun.
We walked according to this timeline.
Buona Vista -> MOE Building -> Somewhere in Queenstown -> Somewhere in Commonwealth ->Somewhere in Clementi -> Somewhere in the middle of nowhere-> Somewhere in Clementi -> Buona Vista

Our moral so high; of course not tiring lah.

2nd day got some OJ(Obstacle Journey)
I can now climb vertical ropes and climb across horizontal ones easily

Night walk
Walking with Mervyn makes things not scary

Day 3
Pack up, stand in the sun until shuang kuai
Go home

Hm...Loneliness brings about emo.
Some kia by the name of WC pang seh me go China tour and abalone-eating spree hah.
I bet you ROFLYAO now while i sai gang in STC.
Somehow it feels abit sian, abit emo in camp. (DUN ASK ME TO CHEER UP. I AM BACK HOME AND VERY HAPPY.)
I'm surrounded by friends, 'brothers' and cca mates but yet since none of them are as close to me as gemma, I feel alone, especially at night. Geo also damn sian so talk any gl thing also will trail off halfway.

The school is somewhere anything and everything might happen.
Yet, I prefer to have the littlest of activities with my friends and my class
Rather than have every single cool and pwning activity by myself.

Is there a basketball addiction?
If yes, I am suffering from it now.

2008-08-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

It's been a month since I have talked to you
As passionately
As I used to

I remember taking you this gently
And telling you
I will always need you
I remember forgetting your name
And seeing you
I remember it again
How I'd love to see it all over again
Everything on my mind

Is now crumbling when I see you
In my dreams again
I do see you
I do see you

I am a fool
Holding on to a dead hope
Yes its hard
But I used to want to

My mind is crumbling now
When I see you
In my dreams again
I do see you
My soul is fighting itself
Cause' I want to see you
But yet it can't do

One day this love will die
And I am sure it will no longer be a lie

My mind is crumbling now
When I see you
In my dreams again
My soul is fighting itself
Cause' it has become
Something of addiction to you

But for everyone's sake.
For your sake,
I will forget you

(Go play INF BOSS QUEST IN GUNZ LE :D SCIENCE QUIZ HAS BEEN PWNED)

2008-08-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

Cheer up Sitong, Ada, Woon Ping, WC and everyone else who is emoing :D

No more requests on Superman for tchr day
I am not willing to wear that thing again
=/

2008-08-13T08:48:00.003-07:00

100th post.
Dun rlly feel that good abt it.
I have to post abt gemma someday

Before it becomes too late.
D:

2008-08-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO RUOWEI, PINKY and GEOFFREY!
Sorry, had piano today so couldnt say it personally, lol.
Ruo You're 14 alr! Which makes you one day older than me
Thanks for everything, even if it was thru MSN
I'll nvr forget IDMI!
Time progresses and treasure it well, esp with (******). Don't lose heart and stay happy (like you almost always are) always!

Pinky also 14 le...
IDMI with you was fun! (and mancini)
You're a great runner! Don't cry T.T you're the best okay! :D

Geoffrey! GEOFFREY! GEOFFREY!

Clever guy always see my blog by never tag one.
You owe me one bball game.
Love ya forever, words cannot express what I feel about our friendship since sec 1 :) [10cent coin auction]

Well, piano today was okay.
Listening to songs make me emo lol.
But now I curb it so well haha.
Weird.

2008-08-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

2MR GOT PIANO PRACTICAL EXAM BY ABRSM
Wah ji,
Must get high merit the least lah. If not my sis will pwn me sooner or later sey.

Just now LC bball sibeiii fun.
Geo won me 5-4 first
Then later i miraculously win him 8-6
Now we ping. Final on Thurs?
I scared lose. D:
Lol, wc pwn geo dunneed say.
Wc pwn me duneed say.

Me and sitong pwn wc and geo XD
Sitong on top form...but got 3rd lang or sth
Jiayou ah sitong.
Your class this kind of size,
Survive until 2008 Sem 2 alr very good liao.
Hope this french lessons can do good for you :)
You better hope that year 3 got ppl enter also, if not liddat like less than 10 ppl per class
Is shen me niao.

Wish me good luck.
Bye.
KOE BRYANT IS PWNAGE I LOVE THAT GUY.

Cross Country, Movie Marathon, National Day

2008-08-11T04:46:00.001-07:00

Haiyo
NICE ONE AH WC GOT 53rd position...nice nice (sian ._. thought u could pwn frasier tiong =/)
Sitong, fabian, thanks for doing all you can for this run sey.
Er...wp, sry... TT
I know bcos I so wimp dun dare run den end up you have to run. Sorry for all the trouble kay?
I know it suvcks, 4km dat kind of sht. Sry, sry, sry, sry.
You did ur best alr. Dun feel sad liao.
Lets just put the blame on mario can liao

Movie marathon...
Actually most of the shows we got watch b4 la.
Rush Hr 3, Leap years, Death Note 2, Ocean's 13 etc
We just watched for the fun of pei-ing our frens and watching at the same time. Quite fun lo.

National day was okay~
My father's company had some cool function some union thingy
We were invited to some function at NTUC building got free buffet and nice view of NDP08
Sian._.
Whole time thinking of Gunz and schoolwork la.
Then WC call him can hear his fingers rapping crazily on keyboard.
Must be bf-ing or ss-ing or sth

Heard very little from sitong this hols.

Hais. What to do?
Aunt Agony super niao,
Jessica no diff.
Chinese file due soon
Moodle got moodswing
Addiction to Gunz not helping.
Lols.
Save me sey.

2008-08-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

Update later :o

I guess I'm living out of it now;
For 2mr will be a better day for me
With or without you.
:D

2008-08-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

Nice song sey, I got addicted to it :)

Hey Jaslyn, message here dedicated to you lehs x)

Cheer up! Together with ruo, ada and the gl kias, you are always there to cheer me up lo. Never expect the time I would repay this favour. You know, dun emo. I dun rlly know why ur sad and unhappy =/ But yeah, haven't seen you liddat since who knows when so; cheer up!

My heart wrenches ley, when a girl cries.

Cheerup!!! Smile for 2mr will be a better day.

2008-08-03T08:17:00.001-07:00

Today was...hmmm...
fun?
Lols,
I think I'm kinda attention seeking,
Persistently continuing msn convos with 'lol', 'haha' and changing the topic etc.

Hais,
Tdy is mugging geog
And PLAYING DOTA AND HALF LIFE 2
Thats about all.
Not very emo, not very happy.
Plain day sia.
But the games part is fun. :)

Time for Potter =O

2008-08-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

This is emo lehs.
Hais.
I wonder why songs have this emoing effect la.
Don't watch 'When you're gone' vid,
dam emo
see the old man cry liddat
It makes me feel like dying D:

Sorry for all the attitude stuff la,
Esp to wc,
Yeah, we lost 3points and I flare up cos I gave my all for it,
Sprained my ankle for it,
And now this bloody 'I cannot lose' attitude I have isn't helping la.
Nothing else does.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry(emo)
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
Thank you for cheering me up, always.
Never knew it meant so much until now.
Hais.
I can't smile now sry.
But I promise I'll smile for symposium.
Jiayou.

2008-07-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

Empty;

Now life's about mugging. Period.
Work, more work.
Wonder if I'll ever experience it again.

I wonder if it will ever come back again
Make my life better again
(Or maybe not?)

Again I'm looking to games to fill the empty spaces.
Not good.

Hais.
I don't really know what can be done.
The day shall come.
I must wait.

2008-07-30T07:10:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I really need to say anything now, huh?
It's like,
CTs are coming, I mean they are alr here,
Ppl mug here and there
Me too, of cos,
But for the sake of it, I just come here to blog lors.

Now its getting quiet again.
Everyone's busy chionging they dun rlly come msn,
They dun rlly update their blogs.
I srsly wonder what some ppl do at home other than work.
I wonder how their home is like?

People ou ran will come here,
Give me some moral support,
Like anon ppl,
Thanks alot lah.
But what I am feeling now is what I must go through,
and I only I can pull myself out from it.

I dun rlly want to expose too many things here anymore
Lest everything gets too obvious.
Hais,
Cheers to a better day.
Giving you a smile. :)

2008-07-27T06:58:00.000-07:00

Thank you.
My hair is screwed now.
It's short, spiky, cute, weichia-stereotype, anti-sitong and very ada la.
At least I know weichia and ada will support spike la.
But weichia supports more of BOTAK then spike.

Guess I'll live with it first.
Any way can consider a fresh start or something.

BITTORRENT IS PWNAGE.
<3333333333
Bittorrent is the ultimate love.
Sitong is cute la, call me while jogging. Next time I will do that to you also.
Imagine you do that to iris,
Sure think you damn macho one.
I go call Sylvester la
I bet he'll get horny (jk)

Im not emo today good.
Bittorrent is great.

2008-07-25T19:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes feelings can't be controlled.

You are not here anymore.
It's okay.
This isn't here for you to make you feel bad anymore.
I don't think you come here and waste your time anymore.
It's for my friends,
Always there to cheer me up;
I need them to know.

Its quite obvious how hard I'm trying la
It's not easy but its progressing
Ruo says I can still hold on, if its there, I do not need to supress it.
But I need to.
If I hold on, while you're not there,
aren't I just holding on to shadows of my imagination that still linger all so faithful?
I went for jogging with my father.
While jogging.
he asked: 'what do you want to be in the future?'
I shook my head
I never really thought what I wanted to be in the future.
Physics Phenomenon? Teacher? Surgeon? Engineer? Manager? Lawyer? Sweeper? Maintenance officer?

My father would occasionally tell me how hard he had tried to forget crushes in his secondary school life.
He said it was painful,
He said it made him tired.
I would fake a smile and tell him: 'Dad, I don't think I'll ever understand that pain'
Maybe he knew I would,
as he stopped talking about it since.
But still,
After earning his degree, he met my mother and they are what they are today.

The on top part to you all may be gl and useless la
But like what Jaslyn tells me;
人生短暂，数十寒暑...凡事顺其自然，想太多也是没用的。放下包袱，开心就好...
You guys never know (even wc and sitong)
How much sometimes a thoughtless phrase you made,
Has changed my life,
Changed my attitude.
Sitong and wc puts those meaningful phrases in crude ways, but they are meaningful all the same.

Sometimes,
I wonder if I can ever let go.
I wonder if she'll ever turn back.

But no,
Someday, it must disappear from my head; since it has already disappeared from hers.
She goes, never will come back.
You are here, and will never waver.
I press on and she disappears
I cling on and you cling on with me.
I feel whole with her
But never did I realise how much before; you had filled me.
Someday, I will really really rejoin you all in the joy you all can grasp and understand.
Someday it might all just end.
Someday, I will find the true meaning of forever and why it really is there.
One day, forget will just be a catchphrase
And friends will be everything in eternity.

Thank you, my friends =D

2008-07-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you get a feeling, a thought, a quiet sentence that only you can feel,
You can understand,
While no one else will.
Sitong understand that too.

Being smileyman is hard la.
You guys know it also lo.
'It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed'
Tough luck man.
Srsly.

I don't know la
I wonder if any of you got the feeling of getting filled with emotion
Then suddenly, it gets robeed away from you
It's like getting shtted out by a Dementor or something.

I don't even say I'm emo la.
It's empty
A bit of void of feelings,
Cliches, fakes, mixed agendas etc

But ya lah,
I'm living it like I always do lo.
I wonder if I take everything according to nature or what will be better la
The most I be some dao-er lo
(But not to gemma of cos)

I'm just sian.
Damn bloody tired.
You think you're on cloud nine when some jet plane knocks you back down to earth.
Tell me, someone.
Tell me you feel the same of which I feel.

2008-07-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE A HERO
AND SILVERS RAYLEIGH BE MY HEROINE

I must agree with wc. One piece srsly pwns.
I like d gray man and slam dunk la, but you see one piece lehs
Its glorious man, i open the book and i cant see the words properly

TY ADA AND RUO FOR THE CHEERUPS AND STUFF
And ada, dun fake me.
If I rlly said the name out b4, jus say 8D or sth can?

Erm, reminder to Sitong, WC and Geo, 2mr bring pe shirt DUO XIE

2008-07-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

Changed blogskin

Lol, i hope sitong reopens his tagboard lehs

Oh yah speaking of anti emo ness

I AM EGO AND I LIKE IT =D
I RELISH AT BRINGING SMILE TO YOUR FACES
IT MAKES ME FEEL HIGH.
for you, I'll make you smile

I'm smileyman sia
Back to one piece~ cya
To ppl like Sylvester, relax, your tags wont go unanswered.

2008-07-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hmmm
Tagged by ruo to do (as in her blog la)
TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...
1.FINGERS: Timothy
2.CHIN: gfkjmkghy (tough luck la tamade)
3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: Timothy
4.ELBOW: t6i9mothy (lol, elbow there got proturding bone so can passe lo)
5.NOSE: In case wc, sitong or richard calls me dog ah, i ownt do it sey
6.PALM: r6iunmoifthy (not bad sey)
I srsly think this will lead to my laptop keys breaking down

1. List four fandoms you have.
♥ Anime
♥ Basketball
♥ Piano
♥ The guai lan bunch of tough lucked up people who make up my best friends, Gemma too

2. Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
I always sit at the front of the car. I listen to music. Don't fall asleep cos my father takes ECP and PIE alternatively; so imba leh my father

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
No, but soon. (cut, i wanna shave botak like wc)

4. List four people that you look up to the most.
♥ Myself
♥ God
♥ Jay Chou
♥ Lee Kuan Yew
I am very tiao ti on who i look up to. The people here are the bestest in acheiving =D (exclud. number 1)

6. Which do you prefer white or black?
Hmm not really like both leh. I not into colors anymore la. But if must choose must be white la, see richard so yandao (as quoted by me and wc's parents) and white de;

7. Who is your most played character?
Game? [S]Vegeta
Play? 米太亚得

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances?
I dun even want to be stuck on an island in the first place. The most I swim out until drown. But if must choose, 5 acquaintances. Together we will built a raft so that we may escape. 2 heads are better than 1, but 6 heads pwn 2 heads hands down.

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Moodswinger
Emo kid
Guai Lan Kia

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
I want to (like ruo; dun say i copy paste) read ppl's minds, any superpower so i can save the world and save myself from boredom (e.g. metal body parts xD, hancock power, One Ring's power etc)

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
Wei Chia

12. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
If you mean literally say out loud will be to Sitong (that was out of impulse f.y.i pls dun start omg-ing)
Digitally leh...

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
Why I doing this quiz?

14. What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Explain myself better

15. Do you like the way you are?
Okay lorh, maybe 15 cm more and skin whitener will help in the perfection

16. Choose, summer or winter:
Winter cos i can go play balls (as in snowballs) with the guai lan people but i dun think sg will have

17. Rain or snow:
Rain. When I emo, i walk in the rain. When I'm happy, I walk in the rain with an umbrella. It is a good habit.

18. Water or ice?
Water, as according to line 1 of wikipedia's refernce page of 'Water', it states that 'Water is a common chemical substance that is essential for the survival of all known forms of life.' Ice is nice, can let you skate, drink cold stuff, crunch with teeth, but without water, you wouldn't even have met me here, in this very earth.

19. List two odd things about yourself:
Emo spasms when certain ppl say certain things, Sudden flaring up of guai lan-ness, proven by my friends who certainly have the same problem.

20. Who are two of your bad habits:
The person who made this quiz grammar abit gl. It's 'What are two of your bad habits' Erm, see above lol.

21. What's 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
F.y.i, pet peeve means something that can instil great frustration into an individual, may it be a thought, an object or a static material. My biggest pet peeve is the scenario when ppl dun tell me what I want them to tell me lol

22. Now list 6 people who should do this quiz:
1. Sitong
2. Richard
3. Natalie
4. Fabian
5. Daniel
6. Big Balls Ben

Im just listing out ppl whose blog i know, and havent done yet.

Maybe one of these days I'll just say 'hi!'
Its not because I decided to acknowledge you,
But more because I have finally let go to the thought
That you are still there for me

Like a burden spilt from the abyss of a heart that I have possessed

2008-07-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

I have finally found anti-emo in Richard's and WC's method of searching wiki for random (I mean rlly rlly rlly random) stuff. Lol e.g. Fire ants, thermite (as in the substance, not the insect), lord of the rings, heath ledger, dunman high school, saint timothy, goofy dog, American Gods by Neil Gaiman and Rocket Science.

Wikipedia is really one of the nicest things to explore, they have like 1000000000000000000000000000000 pages of knowledge for you. Some may be explicit though =x

Yeah, just f.y.i im rlly rlly not emo now, not wearing mask or anything
Just damn zhao ji for exam (sch and piano)

I'm looking at cute, lame, shtty and funny display pics on msn now
Richard has some super gay polar bear
Natalie has some dancing sheep which she calls 'yangmehmeh'
Fabian Macs pic with the tradmark Im lovin it
WC has some sibei gl anatomy of a man's brain pic
My one is some cute dog
And JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJGirllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll has meeeeeeee staring at her phone
And don't tag okay, miss. If you want to kpkb (jk) pls talk on msn aft ppl say this and that

Hmm, back to wiki le, cya
Oh ya, for xu ning, sherl, wc and geo
D GRAY MAN ROCKS ALLEN ROCKS
CROSS ROCKS EVERTHING THAT MAKES D GRAY MAN ROCKS
---

2008-07-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

Will life ever be the same again?

In a day, it struck me twice in my heart
Or preferably one in the heart, one in the conscience.
Is this still the life I was leading?
Or has it gone astray?

WC now just does his work
Sitong plays lesser piano, talks much lesser, blogs less.
Gemma girls so quiet and emo

I try to deceive myself that Im like WC, unaffected, dun care dun care
But is it me?
How long can I hold this mask unto my face?
I make a new blog and type sth funny, but is it funny?
Or is it just lies I weave to make myself feel that it is funny?

Today was rlly,
How do I say it;
It was tough luck.
(Uber) Tough Luck.
Now, 2G is like the black sheep amongst year 2s,
Its like everytime sth happens wrong
It must be 2G
What have we all done, that we must suffer from this?
What are our mistakes so grave that we must get repeated punishment?

Okay, maybe I was wonrg,
I'm sorry
I said things that have made you hurt and made you think that I lie but
When I needed you the most,
You were not there,
Maybe you just looked if I still had passion
But it was a day of tough luck.
I hadn't the mind to.

2008-07-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

I oversaw you
And it was a fault on my part
You were just a friend;

I oversaw you
Like you were just a cloud
You floated beside me
Which I couldn't do without

I made you feel
Like you were just a tool
A tool for imagination...

Now you tell me
I am in love
And he's the one for me

I feel a thrashing going on in my heart
Like you were always close to me

In one shot you took my heart away
Then I took it back from you
In one fiery shot
I made you my friend
And now its my regret
Don't go;

I took you for granted
Now I want you back
It's killing me!

You tell me, I'm in love already
And I'm sorry I won't talk to you no more
Cos' I'm busy~

In one shot you killed me
In one shot I took the death away
I didn't know how important you were to me
Until this day.

Don't go away.

[Edit]Do you know that faithful day, when I realised you liked someone else, it took my life away. It wasn't rlly today. I thought it would never happen, but it did. A guy suddenly became your lover. And it's taking me astray[Edit]

Oh ya, my gl alternative blog is up le

2008-07-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA
i'VE FINALLY OPENED A NEW BLOG FOR THE SAKE OF THE GL KIAS
WC, RICHARD, SITONG, FABIAN, GEOFFREY
AND ALL OF U EMO KIAS
GO THERE AND HAVE FUN

This blog is still on, it is my life lols. But the gl one will be updated as much too. Everything is going to be funny and gl. Ty.

www.timoisthenewbarney.blogspot.com

2008-07-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

To actually think I can change my mood in just a matter of minutes.

Why must you all appear when it is most painful?
I just get assaulted
And you appear, biaobaiing, and open it further
Then you hold back

In front of my friends I say that it is impossible
You couldnt have said anything
You are some *****
But do they know me inside?
Tell me what you feel!
FUCK
I dun like nostalgia cos its confusing and suspense

Don't just jump in like that
But then take out a cloak to hide ur own face.

If u need be,
Tell it to me in my face.

-And ur miss gg

2008-07-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

I feel much lighter now, not as in weight but as in the mind
Dunno why
Maybe learning how to let go of confusion is just that relieving;
I always wanted to know what everyone really was;
But i guess now, I won't rlly.
After my previous post, maybe I'll just live without confusion and burdens again.

I reopened the tagboard and im going to get the blogskin changed.

Life is still fucked up.
But those things can't be helped.
If I fell into it,
So can you.
What rights do I have to stop anyone?

2008-07-10T03:00:00.000-07:00

Who are you? Who am I to you?
In this world, there is definitely one 'me', one 'you' and one 'everyone else'
There are times when we can call things 'awesome' and sometimes 'fucked up'
Our friends, our crushes, our schoolmates, our seniors.
We know you, we are close to you, they say.

Let's face it.
To everyone else, each individual is a stranger.
I don't know what's going on in your mind. Neither do you. Thats the theory of this era.
Close?
There is no such word.
BFF?
Maybe, but where has forever left to? Is there a vacation for forever?

We are bonded,
We are strong.
We are what we deem we are.
But there will always be something we will never know about ther other party at the opposite end, and so does the other party second from the end and so on.

So yes,
We have to face it some day.
We do not know each other.
There are millions of secrets, dark and shallow.
But still,
if one is to go crazy and angry about that,
feeling that something is hidden,
then what really are friends?

People say, choose your friends wisely.

But see, choose and you will find.
But in the end, does sticking with them make you happy?

A man once said,
It is something like fate. Maybe God chose your friends to make when you were born, and whether they lead you here or there, it is all destined.

Maybe what he said was right,
so let all our friendships be unconditional, no matter how much they make you feel shit
No matter how they make you seem like you are useless,
Press on abit,
Change yourself for the better
And you will realise.
It is friendship, after all.

Lol, I sound like some philospoher sia.
AND WC, THIS IS NOT, I REPEAT, NOT COPY PASTED WORK.
COPYRIGHT TIMOTHY2008

2008-07-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

No matter how big our mistake, my stumble, your distraction; I believe we can stay the same

I don't maen anything to you by saying this but:
Thinking about you everyday
Hoping to hear from you ereryday
Wishing for you to say '---' everyday
I was thinking throughout the competition;
Have I been worrying too much about your feelings that I haven't noticed about my own feelings?
Maybe living everyday in revolution of yours is maing me tired,
But I just don't want to let go of it yet.

Yes, to you, my feelings are the same.

2008-07-03T07:13:00.000-07:00

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath then I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

IDMI is over yay
Palanam shall be remembered forever, staying late everyday,
Talking nonsense, playing icy tower
Bugis and Jurong NLB
Everything was our work and sweat, our life and our dilligence.
I dun rlly care abt the marks anymore
Or the grades
Our week together may probably be the best group project week ever in my schooling life =D

Maybe you'll think I'm hard to get
Or always doing it over and over again
But everytime I think we're going there
It just disappears
Something crops up
Something pulls us further apart

I'll take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I don't think you'll know I'm looking.
Just don't turn away D:
I can't believe I'm searching for something in you now
And it's YOU.
Not anyone else okay, stop naming.

2008-07-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hais. Blog is so half-dead alr. Sorry BTH.bs.com
IDMI week is hectic
I rlly wanna change blogskin, but no time now.
IDMI grp rocks, even tho I nvr expected it at first.
Been thru so much in this week,
I guess we're more bonded now
Now I'll start talking to u all when I see u all.

Cos we're Gemma.

Er,
Didnt know you went there until ur sms
Yeah, I hope everthing stays okay.
He biaobai ah
=/
Folo ur heart lo
If his biaobai bcoms meaningful, then let it be lo

I suddenly like songs by Boys like Girls
Even tho the name abit gl.
Their songs pei me thru the whole IDMI.
Hope we all do well.
jy for u too. slackers wont bring u down ok, rmb what u said hor
If anything hurts me, I just rmb but make sure it won't happen to me again, so i won't get hurt twice

To all self-acclaimed pros like wc, i hope u lose me in idmi hahahahahahaha
Sitong, I go practice piano anthr day, maybe can play with u soon.
I actually wanted to say sth dam emo.
I go leave for my next post. 2mr or fri, maybe?

2008-06-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody going to save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong!

IDMI rocks la
Even though its chor
And then stay at Jurong East ask for survey everyone see Mancini like Humphrey bear go to him
I give out all say 'I'm bz'
Then we go Jurong East tank stuff until 8pm
During lunch and work,
We talked abt everything in DHS
from the ***** who ****ed in the toilet
To the attention-seeker

Other than IDMI
This day quite LJ
I suddenly know and understand so many things
But knwo that I know
I'm getting killed by it
How do I explain
I need you
You don't take it as heavily
----- needs me
And I fking don't care abt it
Wth am I
Wth is this fking life
Wth Wth Wth
copy from Sylvester
When all things go wrong I call it WTH
When it goes right I dun fking care
My name is 'sht'

It's not that I dun wanna say!
I DUNNO HOW TO SAY IT IM STUCK IN THIS SHT WHICH CANT BE SAID
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody going to save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong!

Maybe I'm the only one going crazy.

2008-06-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

I am the fault
I am the blame
It was never yours to take so pls dun take it for goodness sake
I have learnt how to cope with the pain
So don't worry
I am numb to it already. Immune.

I believed
Never said i forgot

But the only problem is
I'm the one drifting
Not you.

Edit: Dedicated to Terrence
Shen me niao
Walking on my way back suddenly see Terrence trying his best to get into his own house
What happened?
He was apparently locked out
Family was out.
So, he got a mop and a bamboo pole, opened the door,
Opened the cupboard to the keys
And got himself in
SC Tensai

2008-06-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

Electives day 3 : Script Writing Elective
According to wc, its a funny day
According to sitong, its just any other day
According to geo, this is he week of gl-ness
According to me
Its a mix of both sitong and wc's day la.

Script Writing was srsly screwed and sian-ed
But nvm
After Script writing, we went towards the bball court for a game of bball
Then, the 'funny' thing according to wc happened
Sitong walked past his love iris
Then he walked past thankyou, his previous crush
Then he walked past CCP, his previous previous crush
And guess what?
Every time he walked past them
He would decide to rank them in his list.
ROFLMAO

Then, we went to the bball curt to play bball (obviously la)
Then playing halfway ABC
I took the lead and lost it after so much effort
Cos I AIR-ed o.o
Then Sitong kept his place in the first few steps, didnt move much hais
Then wc missed like siao
But
As usual, he got back his gl form
And shot like siao into the 3 pointer part
Then His trademark AIR. So, we ended the game
Haha, the game was not completed but yay, I was nearest to goal, So seh sia
Oh ya, forgot to talk abt geo
Quote of the day by sitong : 'Can you get lost? You might as well stop playing'
Geo stayed at the starting point for the whole of the game
GLGLGLGLGLGLGLGLGLGL AHHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFLMAO
Stated by WC:
'Geo's trademark is apparently his ability to not win a single game he plays'
Agreed.
ROFLMAOROFLMAO
Oh also, forget to say the guiness world record geo saying:
'你们三个人给我滚开，let me one man show can already'
DAMMIT DEN ME WC AND SITONG LAUGH UNTIL FALL ON THE FLOOR
EVEN GEO START LAUGHING AT HIS OWN NONSENSE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

So we went home
On the mrt,
Sitong gl-ness showed up
We walked past jiaqi
And apparently according to wc
She looked at wc for a second then turned and stared at sitong and said 'hihi'
Sitong waved back to her
In the cabin on the way back
Sitong made a quote-of-the-day-nominee remark:
'I can go date 3 girls at one time in 1 day.
Morning, I ask Number 1 to eat breakfast with me. Then we will catch a movie
In the afternoon I will ask number 2 to eat lunch with me. Then go catch another movie
In the night, I will ask number 3 to eat a romantic dinner with me.'

WC and I smirk and wc says: 'One sentence for you. Sitong thinks too highly of himself'
I say '2 words for you. Dream on'
HAHA

In Kembangan Cheers
WC said that he looks like Akagi
Then I said
Tamade
You don't look abit like that gorilla
Then I said
Who do I look like
In Slam Dunk
Maybe abit like Fujima

Then in cheers we talked about Miyagi
Then wc says:
Come to think of it,
You can be miyagi,
he's short for a bball player
And he has darker skin tone'

Then I was saying, ya I like Sakuragi but ya horh, can be Miyagi
But imagine next time
In sec 4 scarly I like him 168cm nia
Shen me niao
Then wc say
'Its okay what. At least can show off.'
Then I said:
'Ya horh, next time when ppl ask, aye tim, why u sec 4 alr still 168 cm nia? I would reply, aye, you dun say me leh, i damn cool sia, I am Miyagi leh.' Then I did a weird dance for wc
Then we both laughed until siao
I think we could cry of laughter
Today was fun, siao, and not the least emo
Now im gonna play with wc

Yay, I owe you a letter 2mr-

It was only a few minutes
I came down so late abt 7.46
I saw u in class
That look you gave left me starstruck
I heard what you said about me
'He changed alot in 1 month!'
I remember in 2007 you said
'I am pissed with him, but he would change'
I dun talk to u in class much
But just so you know
I take everything you say to heart

2008-06-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

Random post requested bu Ruowei
(Rmb, previous post still more urgent and impt)

To wrap up the funny things in CEPP today
When the guy talked abt CEPP
I could see WC thinking hard
He said : 'If geo suddenly collapses and needs CPR,'
Then he turns and looks at geo squezzing his on cute face
'I think i'll just let him die'
Sitong says ' Haha, yes me too'
I say : ' I won't even be there.'

Then later during CPR demo where jamie and woon ping had a nice time tgt
WC suddenly turned and looked at geo.
Geo asks: 'WC u hornayyyyy ah'
Wc: 'Fk sia, not when I'm looking at you la!'
Sitong : 'Geo thinks to highly fo himself'
ROFLMAO

Then after CEPP everyone updates
Then see richard's blog fking funny
ROFLMAO UNTIL CRY BUCKETS
'then right during the six hours of talks and wdv fuck they call it i was sitting beside a chiobu...i felt so nice xDxD ... hope liyee n lingling kno who i talking abt...my pig farm <3<3 hahahahaa.'
hahahahahaha
so bad
richard is dam gl
but dam dam funny
But i srsly dunno who u sat beside =/

2008-06-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

Electives are okay so far
But CCA and bball are srsly the things that are super fun now
I dunno if I can hold on to logging into msn for much longer
with the siao amnt of work
etc etc
Stress

Hais
Im now thinking back
Now I'm back to the past, the distant past -
It's a 'thru-it-all' concept
From sec 1 till now
Through pictures, videos, opinions
I have changed
We have all changed
Gemma was there and will always be there =D
Then I rmb so many of u in gemma
No matter how gl i was
my attitude problem
my gl face
etc
There were ppl who stuck thru it all with me
Never gave up in me
Believed that I would change (No not only my frens)
And must I realise it only now
Now when I feel like I need someone else not from gemma so badly
And I mus realise
That some of you were always there
But I was never there to appreciate it.

I rlly am sry
For this sht
For those empty promises
For those lies
But yah,
Everything starts with a feeling
If it grows stronger
If...
Maybe b4 gemma disbands at EOY
Maybe sth will happen =/

Why
Cos it feels like everything's drifting apart
And it's giving me space to think
Think and think and think
Thinking harder-